I realized that leaving Berlin for province will have an impact on my life what so ever. However, the impact is more massive than expected. It is not just leaving BLN - culture, freaks, clubs, parties, cafées, parks, cinemas etc. behind. It is missing the cosy feeling of beeing surrounded by all that even though not using it most of the time. Being a hill billy means not to feel cosy in a craddle of cultural variety but to feel cosy in a craddle of conformism, sweeped woods and the anesthetic suburbia. Anyways, what else to do than to blandish things: You enjoy the sun more if you know what rain is.

//ZII